mmmm

3

moved AAA bellcam email to "Significant"

ordered betameth & candysar
ordered keeley compressor

B.A. DAY?

TRIPPED & TORE RT HAMSTRING
not L this time
also ..........
fighting a cold 4 mms & Nasal wash

7
J stop elequis

JACKIE'S CONDITION : POST SURGICAL COGNITIVE DECLINE
GOT ANESTHESIA REPORT - CAN DR BRINSKY GET IT FROM DR JAVERBAUM?

VERY WORRIED SHE IS FAILING AT NURSING HOME...
NOT ADEQUATE ATTENTION... MORE OF A WHAREHOUSING FOR ALSHEIMER'S

SOME PROBLEMS: AT SLEEP OFTEN LOW O2 - LOW 80'2 SOMETIMES 70'S
EATS VERY LITTLE, DRINKS VERY LITTLE - DEHYDRATION?
HARDLY MOVES, HAS NO ENERGY - WAS A PROB BEFIORE - ATROPHY

ARRIVED ON WED, GOT LITTLE ATTENTION TILL NEXT MON

CAN SAY SS# PH# ETC ...CAN'T REMEMBER HAVING DIAPER OFTEN, WANTS TO WALK TO BATHROOM ... now saturday: no name

12
14 days seizures medicated

10:00 zoom apt w/ brinski
sinus almost ok.. skipped it

j had diHrrah from antibiotics

Tuning in Hillsboro 240C
915 La Senda - Bosendorfer!

moved to 2124 CCU
missed mon EEG

20
FASTING!!!
Go to lab 2 SEQUOIA 4 fri>>

100 ish ANNE [2021]
510 Alberta Ave Sunnyvale
actually behind at: 520
669 269 9672 TEXT Q 250 C
someone else tuned it since me... the worst ever !!!!

PJ Surgery

DOUG SAYS KIRO
DR KEN THOMAS'S BROTHER IS A HAND EXPERT!!

26

She took 4 to 6 drops 4x a day and after two days 
more than 100 covid-19 patients in Ecuador has resulted in a claimed 100 cure rate within four days, 

1100 -4- OK
1245 -4- OK
3:10 - 4- OK - 12 SO FAR...

MAYBE NOT STRONG ENOUGH?
FEELING A LITTLE COUGH SENSATION?

2
J •CP• DAYTIME
COGNIITIVE
PARTICIPATION
WAY DOWN TO 5%
PM: pain brings speech
Rt Quad has the worst fibro pain

ASK RE DISCHARGE.. YHURS
GET TRAM & GABA added
Get ROBOTOSSON added
GET INFUSION EVINITY

9
9:15 - ECLIPSE
MASI [XPhil] 1130
$130.00 NOT 230!!! DUUUUH!!
J gets roomate!!
cog better but sleepy
needed xtra gaba/tram/tyln
let fibro pain ...
i held her up during cleaning... hopefully not prob w/back??

21
11 KATHYS DIST MEET

1200 Christina 4 2ning750 crestviewvsan carlos 576 7085

CALL MAUREEN AFTER HOME

new FTP

"From here:
https://panel.dreamhost.com

/?tree=users.dashboard#

remove P tag!!

You can also try a different FTP client, like Filezilla.

9
9-10 AM? John Kirby
415 570 1849
703 E Julian st SJ
Yam U1 220C

Sonja? early af

14
Covid test DRIVE THRU
830 AM ARRIVE 15 MIN EARLY 301 INDUST DRIVE
»»»»»»
JACKIE...
NU MD: Dr Raj   Nurse: Ann
Someone comes tonight 4 syringe/feed
***ASK***
Rash Treatments
THY TEST
NU COVID/other SHOTS ?

NEW HUGE LIST OF 20 MEDS!!

≈≈≈≈≈≈≈
≈ B4 ≈
>>>>>>> the 15th:
- - - IRS 1000
- - - FTB 500
EXTENSION
FORMS ON SERVER

J had wierd infection looking discharge at midnight
supposedly a nurse was to come on Sat but so far no....

18
LEAVE 1010
1045 Dr Bock-Hughes
.. in person @ see noters >>
100 SO. ELLSWORTH DRIVE

Lelani comes @2 to get van
Ill use forms for dup/replacement for pink sip

CALED ROSE
EMAILED CADE
Dr Kim re Thyroid [LM]

nurse is coming after 4

ON SUTTER FORM
< for the 24th apt SAYING I RETIRED 02/15/2019
& J: 06/01/2004
Sutter Health Last visit May 2022 go to my health online

things are bad partly cause of me & my availability when the briefs need changing

Some radical drain clearing advice at bottom...

29-930 MARINA
Esmarelda?

get levox & elequis @ cvs - [add 8 E back to me]

LEAVE @ NOON
12:45 ME MASI-

contact Lelani


ASK rose & DR BRINSKY RE PT 4 J

overflow:
<< Jack Chang came by w/ 2 sups & bill for 1800!! paid w/ √
He liked my playing & wants lessons!!
Medicare called w/ confirm we have POA

6

SEE PHIL W/ VAC & bed?

Paid enormous bills....>>>>>

NOTES 4 WEEK:

12K /mo = 3K/ 4 week
12K /mo = 400/ 30day

PROD NOTES: MARINA
ORDERED ANTI-FUN TALC
XL EXAM GLOVES
CLEAN WOUND W/ CLEAR SALINE SOLUTION W/ GAUZE PAD

ORANGE TUBE "ITCHING" FOR WOUND [W/FUNG]
USE THIS FOR TOES ALSO

GIVE J TYLENOL REG FOR PAIN & KEEP THE DIL TO ONE PILL IF POSS

4
2NE MiKE PITTS [payback 4 legal]
100¢ pitch raised!! several notes jam maybe need lube?

20
GET BLOODWORK DONE

1130 MASI

300 Dentist

23
PJ?

ordered POISE PADS inserts


11 AM FORMULA 2.5 SYR
PRUNE J 3.5 SYR AFT MID>

'INVOICE Right on Construction, Inc. DUE 07/31/2024 NVOICE # 1458 $11,500.00 [used BofA]

CASSIA INV# 118100029
PAID 8,500.00
OWED 10,473.85 [TL 18.9K]

KMS INVOICE # 1210
$ 11,500

is sewer:
19 Cassia
11.5 R.on
11.5 KMS
----
42

27
850 dr POLK
call LUSARDI 4 impression apt


7pm: District Planning Meeting on ZOOM.

31
SENT 96 TO KAMALA
ALREADY SENT 368 W/ BIDEN MONTHLY DONATE

PRACTICE!!

AC was 11, so
$ 53 Ktotal?
then
2.5K ramp = 55.5K
&
12K/mo 3 mo = 36K
91K in 3 mo
bank:
IandWEbjammin4

look 4 sweetner xylitol.

CLAUDIA HAS NAMES OF HOME VISIT PODATRISTS...ROBERT OSHEROFF, 650 573 1403

ESMERELDA'S PT RECCOMENDATION
PHILLIP RICHARD 650 740 6714

Mar 16 Raj Message: READ IN CODE SECTION
PAUL. Okay. So, I’m putting everything down and joining with y(our) clarity, intention, and guidance . . . not mine. RAJ. Good. When they are one, you are Home. And when they are one consistently, the perfection of everything in its true perspective is inescapable because there is nothing distracting you from it. And that simply means there are no personal idiosyncrasies getting preferential attention from you. The effort is worth it, even though it’s difficult getting to the point of consistency. You are the one who is upset. And you are the one who is upsetting yourself! You can prove this by being willing to consider that “there is another way to look at this”. . . no matter what “this” is . . . and then looking at it differently. In actually doing so, you discover that all of the reactions around whatever “this” is, vanish, setting you free to easily discern how it can be resolved . . . or whether it even needs to be. Here is how it works. If one is feeling vulnerable, he will blame it on someone or something . . . even himself! Everything will become a potential justification for his indignation and his abuse . . . and nothing had better get in the way of his primed volatility! The point is that being upset is always an unforgiving, meaningless, self-righteous state of mind which holds one arrogantly at odds with whatever he gives his valuable Attention to—wasting It on what his private negativity has twisted into a misperception of irrelevancy and unreality while refusing to see What is Really there with his unadulterated Vision. You see? But let’s be clear! Forgiveness is NOT the overlooking of the awfulness of life, nor the bad behavior of one’s fellow man. It is NOT a matter of choosing to allow abuse and then, in humble quiet service to lovelessness, be “lovingly” available for more. No! Forgiveness is the act of abandoning one’s dedication to his “rights of independence”—his dedication to that which he determines makes him absolutely and completely different from his Brother and his Sister . . . and his Father, too. An individual in his own right! Forgiveness is the rediscovery and re-embrace of all-inclusive Love which, in the absence of self-righteous judgment, Knows exactly what to do to heal when it is needed . . . and does it by illuming the integrity of Love—the indivisibility of Brotherhood—which independence had so conscientiously obscured in the name of “individuality.” Forgiveness is the meaning of the words, “looking into your Brother’s eyes and remembering God”—uplifting words which sound quite beautiful. But, when Forgiveness is first attempted . . . when that which Forgiveness TRULY IS, is first attempted . . . it is not obvious that loss will not follow. In fact . . . When privacy is yielding to the Conscious Experience of Being, the “sense of loss of identity” does confront one, and it must be disregarded! Or put another way: When the independent thinker yields to unpremeditated revelation the sense of loss of identity does confront him, and it must be disregarded! The holy instant is not in time or space. It is a divine Intent, in Mind, the purpose of which is to undo the misperception of independence, isolation, and accompanying vulnerability—fear and guilt. The holy instant has no existence separate from Forgiveness, being the means and the Meaning of the restoration of every Holy Son and Daughter of God to his or her right mind. It is the ever-present starting point within each one of you, which is your destination in this journey without distance, and the only thing that will be lost is fear and guilt. Forgiveness and the holy instant are what one is engaging in when he “risks the chance that God is All” by disregarding—making unimportant—the idea of independence in order to discover the undistorted Conscious Experience of Being being restored in him in a floodtide of expansion, no longer to be obscured in any way. Forgiveness is an inside job, and only with me will we be able to look into our brothers’ eyes and remember God, confirming what is of God and healing what is not. Rajpur Kingston, Washington March 16, 2024 P.S. Now, go back and read this over again. This time, substitute the words “being joined with me” every time you see the word Forgiveness, and “not being joined with me” when you see the word unforgiving. Confusion will disappear. I love you.




JACKIE'S CONDITION : POST SURGICAL COGNITIVE DECLINE
GOT ANESTHESIA REPORT - CAN DR BRINSKY GET IT FROM DR JAVERBAUM?


VERY WORRIED SHE IS FAILING AT NURSING HOME...
NOT ADEQUATE ATTENTION... MORE OF A WHAREHOUSING FOR ALSHEIMER'S

SOME PROBLEMS: AT SLEEP OFTEN LOW O2 - LOW 80'2 SOMETIMES 70'S
EATS VERY LITTLE, DRINKS VERY LITTLE - DEHYDRATION?
HARDLY MOVES, HAS NOT ENERGY - WAS A PROB BEFIORE - ATROPHY

ARRIVED ON WED, GOT LITTLE ATTENTION TILL NEXT MON

CAN SAY SS# PH# ETC
CAN'T REMEMBER HAVING DIAPER OFTEN, WANTS TO WALK TO BATHROOM

  JACKIE'S SURGERY & ANESTHESIA TIMELINE: [edited for RN Kristin Reidy

JULY 12 R KNEE REPLACEMT MAJOR SURGERY -DR DEARBORN . [1st ANESTHESIA]
JULY 15 TO VI - IMPROVEMENT - [3 weeks] . . . NO COGNITION ISSUES
AUG 30 R "MANIPULATION"* . . . . [2nd ANESTHESIA] *THIS BREAKS SCAR TISSUE HAMPERING RANGE OF MOTION
NOV 15 L KNEE REPLACEMT MAJOR SURGERY . [3rd ANESTHESIA]
NOV 18 TO VI - BARELY STANDING . . . . . . . COGNITION 30% [3 days]
NOV 21 FELL - BRUISED LEG ... GOT FLU 2X . . . . . WAS THERE FOR [6 weeks]
DEC 29 TO HOME - COGNITION OK - WALKING MINIMAL . [12 days]
JAN 9 LAST DAY AT HOME - COGNITION OK - WALKING MINIMAL
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
JAN 10 L KNEE "MANIPULATION" -DR DEARBORN [4th ANESTHESIA] AFTER WAKING COGNITION WAS 60%
JUST BARELY ABLE TO GET INTO CAR IN FREMONT & UNABLE TO STAND ONCE AT HOME COGNITION FALLING TO 30&
JAN 10 BY AMBULANCE TO SEQUOIA . . . . . .[7 days] . . . .COGNITION ≈ 30 went up to 70% ...DISCHARGED
JAN 17 TO ATHERTON PARK . . .[9 days] . . .COGNITION 70% FELL TO 30% ...COULD STILL SAY A FEW THINGS
JAN 26 FRIDAY BACK TO SEQUOIA . . COGNITION 30% FELL TO 10%
ASTONISHINGLY They couldn't find anything significant in her testing results to qualify her for admission!!
*** I HAD TO BEG THE ER DOC NOT TO JUST SEND HER RIGHT BACK TO ATHERTON PARK NURSING HOME!!
JAN 27 EEG SCAN SHOWS SEIZURES ...STARTED ANTI-SEIZURE MED COGNITION 0%
JAN 28 EEG SCAN SHOWS SEIZURES ...STARTED 2ND ANTI-SEIZURE MED
JAN 29-31 EEG SHOWS FEW/NO SEIZURES ... STILL NON-RESPONSIVE . . . COGNITION 0%
FEB 1 OPENED EYES BRIEFLY ...REDUCE MEDS ...KIDNEY'S CONDITION? - MOVED HER TO ICU ...INTUBATION BEGINS
FEB 5 EYES OPENED SOME & ATTENTION TO ME SEEMED HAPPENING... SOME MOVEMENT & GENERAL EYE OPENINGS

DRAIN CLEARING ADVICE W/ STRONG CHEMICALS:
Related What drain cleaner works better than Drano? Betsy Megas beat me to it as far as the BEST method goes. Removing the blockage physically is the best way to do this. It is safe, effective and provided you can reach the blockage, your efforts cannot be resisted. However, if you want to use a chemical method, these are the two best ways. BE WARNED; these are both dangerous, precisely because they are very effective. Either use 30% by weight Sodium Hydroxide pellets with 70% water. Mix in a bucket by putting the water in first and then add the Sodium Hydroxide, slowly and carefully. This reaction will generate a lot of heat. Mix with a plastic stirrer. Don’t get any on yourself! Allow it to cool, then pour into the sink, slowly. Or use the nuclear option! 90% Sulphuric acid. This is so heavy that it will sink under the water to the bottom. Pour very slowly, or the heat generated by the reaction (same as the version above) may melt the plastic pipework. It will dissolve ANYTHING that is not plastic, ceramic or glass. Nothing resists this. Ever. I do need to repeat myself about safety precautions; anything that dissolves blockages at this speed will dissolve you. Your entire body, if you let it.

UPCOMING APTS:
DR KIM me JAN 11 @ 1030
Jan 4 2:00 Dr Nouri ???
Mar 27 @230 Dr Nouri

DW zoom: splat minus/equal » UL
UL TIMATE IMPORTANCE « EQ INS 4/4 & 11/4 [1015.50] PROP TAX DUE 4/10 & 12/10 quarterly income taxes due: 4/15 • 6/15 • 9/15 • 1/15 usually 1K to IRS & 500 to FTB pub17 the 11th • monthly bills» 10th • Mid November = distrubution REG TOYO: 7/1 REG HOND 3/1

GENERIC REPLIES

Thanks for contacting me.
So assuming the piano was tuned to 440hz in the last few years, and wasn't below  438hz  it would take me about 2 hours to do a top notch job and I could do it for 220.
If it's been 10-20-30 years since the last tuning and it went super flat then that could take considerably more time.
[I actually get a lot these situations!]
If you called me when you could play a few notes over the phone I could analyze the pitches and give you a better estimate.  Call me at 650 438 8334

Thanks, Chaz

or...

I'm asking 220 these days and always spend a little over 2 hours. Assuming there's no extra issues.
A common issue when a piano is fairly new and didn't get tuned for a few years, when all the notes have gone somewhat or considerably flat.
That calls for a more complicated, almost double tuning. And that could take longer but usually no more than an extra half hour. [maybe $50?]
You could call me and play a few notes so I can analyze them to determine if there are pitch issues and to what degree. [A=440hz].
650 438 8334

TO LOWER DATA »»»

DIGNITY HEALTH
[not sutter health]

JACKIE'S PRESCRIPTIONS: . . . . . . . [STATUS ON HOSPICE]
CURRENTLY AT MINA'S BOARD & CARE: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [COVERED] . . [GET]

ELIQUIS [APIXABAN] 5MG ~ 2X/DAY . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
VIT C 500 MG . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
CANDASARTAN 8MG . . X2 = 16MG 1X/DAY . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
VIT D 200 IU 1X/DAY . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .[NOT] . . [Y]
SENNA . . [CONSTIPATION] . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [DECLINED]
ALDACTONE . . [SPIRONOLACTONE] . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [EDEMA] . . .[?]
VIT B1 100 MG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
ACULAR [KETOROLAC TROMETHAMINE] [EYE INFLAMATION] . . . [NOT . . [Y]
CYMBALTA 30MG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
PEPCID . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
FOLIC ACID 1 MG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
LEVIQUIN [LEVOTHYROXINE] 200 MCG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [NOT] . . [Y]
MEGACE ORAL SUSPENSION [ANOREXIA] 400MG [APPETITE STIMULANT] . . .
METROPOLOL 25 MG HYPERTENSION . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . .
DILAUDID . . . 2MG . . 4HRS . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
TYLENOL . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
ZOFRAN K4MG TABLET . . . [NAUSEA] . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
MELATONIN . . 3MG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . [SLEEP] . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
VALIUM . . . 10MG . . . SEISURES . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
GABAPENTIN . . . 300MG . . . NEURALGIA . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

EXPERIMENTAL:
FIBRO SUPPLIMENT: VIT D3 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 7,000 IU & K2 300 uG









DEC 2023
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Is Truth important any more? Is It now passé? Was It ever really valid? Or was It simply a useful concept like those of “reason” and “logic” with which to manipulate and finesse one another into some sense of harmony that would otherwise be unavailable in the “structureless chaotic nature” of being?

Has Truth been nothing more than imagination brought to bear upon disorder, suggesting the presence of principles and therefore of structure or stability which provided comfort even though they were imaginations? In the “Post-Truth Era,” are we just now discovering the unnerving fact that there is no Truth?

So it would seem.

The idea that whatever is said, if said confidently and often enough, can be safely believed and relied upon requires the suspension of common sense. In that state of suspension, illusion becomes an involving alluring substitute for Reality, and in that state of suspension Reality becomes an unwelcome intruder, disturbing the continuity and attractive nature of the illusion, disallowing for communication with anyone who is not participating in the illusion and causing the loss of friends or communication with family members who have suddenly become strangers because their perception of Truth has changed.

To be sure, the suspension of common sense on the basis of faith in the words of another is not always a result of coercion. It is often engaged in as an escape from things difficult to deal with or an avoidance of self-responsibility. The point is that no matter what the reason, “suspending common sense” results in suspending Truth.

It is Truth which allows for the distinction to be made between Reality and unreality, right and wrong, honesty and dishonesty, and the reason is that Truth is the measure of things. It is not only important and valid, It is absolute! It is like light. You bring darkness to it and the light discloses that darkness is not there. You bring illusions to Truth and Truth discloses that they are not there.

Truth is absolutely dominant, and is the measure which, because It is unchangeable, discloses no disease where disease had seemed to be, no misunderstanding where misunderstanding had seemed to be, and life where death had seemed so imminent and real.

There is no post-Truth era, unless one wants a justification for being dishonest, ill, hateful, prejudiced, and on and on. Talk about the
Post-Truth Era enough and you may find others willing to suspend common sense as well, and confirm it—not just as an idea, but as a behavior! But it doesn’t make any of it real, and it does make those joining in it deluded.

In the Post-Truth Era, Truth is not particularly popular or valuable or valued. Personal opinions are. Mutual agreements and mutual disagreements and the negotiations which lie therein are more highly valued than the two-step, the holy instant, the act which asks of Truth, “What is Truth?” and then gives voice to the Voice for Truth.

Truth is what the lie is a substitute for.
Love is what hate is the call for.
And Reality is what illusion is the distortion of.

There is much grief, sadness, anger and disillusionment being felt presently, and the primary reason is that it is demoralizing for the repeated practice of lying, of misrepresentation, of vacillating from one position to another, to be engaged in as though it’s nothing more than a way of communicating—senseless though it might be. It is demoralizing for Truth to be misrepresented as meaningless—or as meaning whatever you choose it to be at any given time.

If you are experiencing these feelings, it means you have taken the bait and are doubting Truth, doubting Its absoluteness, doubting that It is the absolute measure of all things, reporting the presence of God there, there, there, and over there. It means that you have been finessed into the belief that the meaninglessness of Truth is holding sway and may be lost forever. That is dispiriting!

You may feel all alone in your awareness that Truth is still real and valuable, that it is Truth Which gives Meaning to everything, to all that God is being (and He is being All), but you may rest assured that even in your apparent aloneness, you are anchored in Reality, in Sanity, and are being the Measure that those who have suspended common sense—abandoned Truth—will use to make their way back into the conscious experience of what Reality is. Patience and forbearance will see you through.

Personhood or Brotherhood

What will provide you with this patience and forbearance is understanding what causes the loss of the capacity to distinguish Truth from illusion, and it’s quite simple.

In the mutual agreement of two Sons and/or Daughters of God to get a divorce from their Father by choosing to define Creation in their “own” creative ways, they simply substituted “thinking” for “attention.” Instead of being the observing of Creation with the Father and confirming it as the Father’s—performing their Function as co-creators with God—they stopped giving their attention to Creation with Him and began “thinking” of new definitions to apply to the constantly forthcoming manifestation of the Movement of the Mind of God so that they might have the audacity to confirm it as theirs.

What they didn’t realize was that they were establishing a sense of “personhood” that they would have to fill with personal preferences, perspectives and goals which would form a persona—a definition of themselves which they would have to interminably midwife anew into the world, having forgotten that their identity was already forever unchangeably established in the Mind of God. And so it is today.

Put another way, they created egos for themselves and for each other. In this way, instead of providing themselves with incredible freedom of self-expression and authority, they actually adopted an imprisoning form of privacy—an unconsciousness of the infinite perspective which was theirs by Birthright—functioning rather like a black hole, irresistably pulling the experience of Being down into an experience of “becoming,” and therefore one of eternal dissatisfaction. And so it is today.

This irresistable lure to give birth to an ever-improved persona caused the process of creating and negotiating new mutual agreements to become one of pure competition, and the only tools available to be used were the two unexpected elements that came into play at the time of the separation . . . which were Fear and Guilt. And so it is today.

Now, Fear and Guilt, as an everpresent frame of mind, coupled with Fear and Guilt as the only means of accomplishing anything in relationships, is an unnatural condition, and no matter how skillful one may have become in “forcing” a peaceful arrangement of people and things, anger resides just below the surface. One’s divine Sanity remains, whether one is behaving insanely or not, and does not allow for peace when one is insisting upon being a persona—when one is out of his right Mind.

This anger is a wake-up call. It says, “Notice how you’re using your Mind!” It is a call for the holy instant. It is a call for Brotherhood instead of personhood—a call for joining with your fellowman after first joining with the Father and undoing the divorce, the separation. In fact, it must be done for your fellowman, else one is still serving person-hood.

But, when one is caught up in a sense of a private mind, separate and apart from his brother, it’s tricky! The anger is projected out onto the world and his fellowman, and they are the cause of his distress—not him and his poor use of his Mind. Missing the cue, he walks around like a live grenade, ready to blow, but intent on not blowing by using fear and guilt to manipulate everyone and everything by the sheer force of his will.

Although the undercurrent of anger doesn’t keep one from distinguishing Truth from illusion, it causes one to opt for illusion because it seems that is the only thing one can control. But here’s the problem. If the anger is aroused, if there is a rabblerouser or warmonger whose rhetoric inflames one’s anger, discernment becomes impaired, the tares and wheat become indistinguishable, and one trusts the untrustworthy. Anger unchecked causes loss of communication with those who recognize Truth, with those who are trustworthy.

When you understand this, you understand what you can and cannot do, and you don’t attempt the impossible. Those who cannot distinguish Truth from illusion, who have spiraled down from Being to “becoming” and have succumbed to anger motivations, require sober observation and prayer. Healing is needed. But until healing is asked for, until healing is wanted, there is nothing you can do except to watch carefully to see that they bring no harm to either of you.

The rift seen in so many places on your globe represents the prevailing extremity of fear and the incredibly imbalanced ethic of taking care of Number One, and it represents the willingness to override brotherly love for the sake of self-protection.

In the presence of fear aroused to the level of anger—gladly expressed as further division and separation of the Brotherhood, of mankind—it requires the peace-mongers who are not as loud and fiery to stand with patience and forbearance, unmoved in the inner experience of the fact that this is not a Post-Truth Era, that Truth is valid, is important, is not passé, and then share that Knowing which is forthcoming with those who are asking, those who do want to know, those who do want peace, those who are willing to do the work of shifting their allegiance from personhood to Brotherhood.

The Correction of Sickness and Sin

There is an important learning in this: The correction of sin is different from the correction of sickness. Why? Because sin is an act of will, consciously engaged in, while sickness is a belief entertained as a result of the ignorance of Truth. The sick are healed, whereas the sinner is reformed. And the reformation of the sinner is always the evidence of the decision to abandon self-will. This decision cannot be done for the “sinner” by another, while it can be done for the sick by one bearing witness to his divinity.

It may be your clear experience that when you listen for the Voice for Truth on behalf of another there is a change which occurs—healing takes place. And logic may tell you that this must apply to every situation. But when willfulness is exercised for purposes of control and abuse, when dishonesty is practiced for purposes of misleading another for one’s personal gain or to take advantage of him, more is called for than witnessing for the holiness of the one being willful.

There is a reason for the existence of the word “repent.” It is because correction—the healing of the “sinner”—will not be effected by simply loving him as God’s self-expression. It is embodied in the words, “Go, and sin no more.” Reformation—changed behavior as the result of a change of heart and mind—is not only essential to the healing of the sinner, it is the healing. This is why I said, “until healing is asked for, until healing is wanted, there is nothing you can do.” The difference between the sick and the sinning is that the sick want healing, while the sinner wants nothing to interfere with his independent self-centered authority—his persona.

When one loses a sense of distinction between the ego and the Son of God, he must understand that a correction is needed. He must revisit the moment when a grievance became righteous anger, opening a doorway to confusion—shifting from Brotherhood to personhood. When a lie is still being superimposed on the mind of humanity, it is still a time to be vigilant, and the lie is that man has a mind of his own located in his body and supported by the belief that he is a body—the basis of personhood.

You cannot accept the ego as the Son of God. Real change is when you are no longer accepting that the ego is the authorizer and can coexist as the sidekick with the Son of God. The difference between the belief that man is God and the truth that God is all there is to man—the Son of God—must be reckoned with.

The Son of God is not a lie and his innocence is preserved by what the Father is being. Let your prayer be, “I simply would not have it otherwise. Thank you, Father, that wholeness is mine, for me and my brother.”

And the suspension of common sense ends!

Rajpur
Kingston, Washington
January 12, 201